I have been searching for the right
words to describe my first few months of being a research student, dear
Research Zebra reader. It certainly has been an ADVENTURE IN ACADEMIA, full of
puzzles, twists and turns, and unexpected insightful joyous ‘eureka’ moments,
usually following extended periods being buried in literature.
Recently I went to ‘Go Ape’, which is
an outdoor pursuit where you get to monkey
around (even the grown-ups!) doing a rope-orientated obstacle course. It is
set high off the ground from the forest floor. Needless to say fear or heights
or not, it is at first a little scary.
Doing this grown up obstacle course,
or dallying around in any such adrenaline activity for that matter, is a great analogy
for what’s it is like in those first few months of a research degree. At the
beginning there is the pure joy and excitement of, firstly, being accepted onto
the research degree (hurray!) and, secondly, those first few weeks of being a
research student. Discovering your way around the literature continues to be an
exciting aspect of doing research for me, though it is qualitatively different
to the experience of those first few intense weeks where you sit in somewhat
unknown territory contemplating life, death and linguistic jargon!
It is not only the unknown nature of
the rope course that draws comparison to those early days, it is also the leap
of faith that surrounded the task of doing a PhD. I feel being a researcher
hinges a little on fearlessness, in that you have to the confidence that you
CAN find ways to overcome the various challenges that present themselves to
you. The bit of the ‘Go Ape’ experience that was more than a little similar to
this was the zip-wire moments, which required I step off the high-up treetop
platforms and depend upon the harness taking me safely to the distant wood-chipped
landing area below.
I would argue the safety harness
represents my supervisors, who support and guide me through the research
degree, ensuring I do not go off track. (Naturally, a research student is far
more autonomous than merely depending on their supervisors, though their role
is most certainly invaluable through the process).
I can certainly say, dear Research
Zebra reader, that my research degree has so far been an academic adventure
filled with the thrills of embracing the unknown, both metaphorically and
literally (for example, when discovering inspiring literature or wandering lost
through mountains of past research!) I wish you the very best in your own adventures,
and will ensure to send a postcard in the future when I get to my next landing
point!
Devina is exploring the everyday
experiences of illness and intimate relationships in heterosexual women with
irritable bowel syndrome.
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